Feeling more at ease now after letting everything out. Its good to know that you have someone you can always turn to at the end of the day, just to hear you out but will never judge you on it. Thanks dad, really. I've learnt quite a handful tonight.

How am i? Good2. Been fishing much lately HAHA. Johan la, all your fault. Addictive la sey! Hahaha. Now no more RC alr, close shop ah! Lol.

So anyways, the mood ard the house has been quite down the past two days. Both mom and myra are not at the pink of health. Really hope they'll get well soon. Other than that, everything's pretty much the same. Doing the same old thing every single day. And i dare not look at the wallet these days. Moolah running very very low. Sigh.

Well on a happier note, two thumbs up! for the cousins' dinner at seoul garden. Great food, awesome company. :)) And the weekend gathering at granpa's was just as gratifying. Had a BBQ in conjunction with Aryan's bday. And the paramount of it all was ofcos getting to see the 3 little ones after so long. :))


I know that albeit the situation i'm put in right now, i still need to be doing something. Ppl are beginning to question as to what's ahead for me. Its getting to me, i have to admit. I know i'm making them worry by not doing anything. And i'm not saying that its wrong for them to ask. Its jst that you know, sometimes i rly wish i have an answer thats both pleasing to their ears and mine. But i dont have that right now. I'm still trying to figure it out myself. But then i suppose, when there's a will there's always a way. InsyaAllah.

One by one. Hmmm. Awhile back, everythng and everyone was just fine. But now, one after another. Not complaining, but really hoping and praying that everything will go back to normal soon. I'm still trying to look at all this with a positivity. I just feel that its His way of reminding us that no problem is too big than if we do not think of Him. Well thats life. We cant always be at the top of the wheel. All these thats gg on right now, im sure that if we face it well, good things are bound to be waiting for us at the end. InsyaAllah. :))

Manage to catch half blood prince with farhana ytd. Best2. Gta agree that this is better than the first 5 HP movies and way funnier. Although there were more talking than action, but the CG, woaaa awesome shid and emma watson so pretty la! Haha. Oh then thrs this malay guy sitting infront of us, classic knw. "Ni confirm duduk satu corner nangis" HAHAHA. He was making comments throughout la. I pity your friend ah mat. Ahaha.

Went to RP after that to catch IGNITE! First performance was by Tacit Aria and i must say, their music's really cool. They can definitely go far. Saya support ar! Hahaha. King Kang Kong Jane was next. Hehehe. Dengan semangat eh fana? Lol. :P Peace2. But sad ar cannot get to watch Fatskunks perform cos theirs were very much later and i had to chow alr. :( But nehhminddd, it was still a good day. :))

Albeit the bumpy ride and scorching hot sun, the trip down to the farm last sunday was a FruitFULL one. Lol. Im jst glad that i got to pluck the mangosteens myself. Fresh from the tree! Haha.

All the aunts and cousins were jst plucking and eating here and there. I took the pleasure of sitting in Tok din's shack and indulge on the ones he alr prepared us. Hehehe. Eh i not lazy ok. Apparently, he has taken down all the good mangosteens, so all thats left on the trees were mere small and hard ones. But ofcos i went on to help the others pluck the yellow and red rambutans and 'pulasan' (ok, dont really know whats it called in english but accrding to dad, its a higher grade than rambutan and that it taste better). Hoho. The way back from the farm was yet another bumpy ride, only that this time i took the liberty of sleeping thru it. Heh.

Ahhh the gd days jst keeps on coming. Amok's op went safely and she's been discharged few days back. Alhamdulh. Anddd just heard from johan, there's gna be another cousin outing before the fasting month! Finally smthg's on the calendar. Sweeeeet like cupcake. :))

As for now, i have HP and the deathly hallows to keep myself busy with. Speakng of which, i wna watch half blood prince! Haiyahaiya.

The laptop is starting to show its "wonders" alr. Start alr know, one by one. Cannot download vid la, halfway no sound la, photoshop dont want open la, windows messenger also dnt want open, volume control want to ding dong. AVG also expire alr. Arghh. Eetating know. Laptop oh laptop, dont do this to me now.

Ohmann. I smell roti john! Gahh this neigbours ah. Killing me know. When ppl hungry, confirm start all this nice food smell. Haiyohhhh.

Cant believe i'm sayin this but i really really miss school food! The porridge with peanut and char kueh, the fried fish tomyam, auntie's teh peng anddd fishball noodle. Omg. I'm so gna have lunch there one day. Dont care.

Nothing much to look forward to on the calender as for now. Other than fasting month which is cmg up in a month's time. Damn fast la. Then later hari raya alr. Rly not up for this yr's one. Stamp chop guarantee kena question alot. Sigh. But till then hopefully i'd be able to catch the np vs rp Polite, which has been postpone to a friday. Daymmm. Was really banking for it to be on monday la. Haiyah. Which reminds me, I still havent gotten anyth for bestie's bday yet! :X My gdness. Sorry many many. My bad. And nw, really, im hoping the end of month meetup with the trio is possible.

Ok. Makan time.

Shirin Tan
17 April '89
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